Do we need to talk about anything?

Some nights, I'm not in the mood to do anything.   My depression is trying to get at me this evening. I am aware of it. Still trying to catch up from busy weeks and not having any luck. I do not want to do anything tomorrow, but my family goes to church in the morning. It sucks. I wish we never went.  I know that sounds bad, but I miss the days when we were allowed to sleep in on Sunday mornings.

Why do I need to get up tomorrow?

I know I am allowed to relax when we get home. Still, the idea of having to get up tomorrow when I really don't have to kills me.  I don't care to go anywhere tomorrow. I want to sleep late.   I know I can study things on my own if I wish.  Sorry... I just don't feel the need to attend a random building anymore for my worship needs.

My faith is not gone... It's just not in other people.  I don't know where this article is going. It's not anything important. Just random chitter chatter, I guess. I'm just in a mood to compose something.